How Do I Get Here?

Oh What a Feeling

It feels so good not to love you.
It feels so good not to remember.
It feels so good to know that i have moved on and not to know what you are doing.
It feels good to wonder and not to care.
It feels good to have forgotten your face, your touch, your laugh and most of all my feelings for you.
It feels so good not to have you, want you, nor miss you.
It feels good to realize that no matter what you confess, explain or do, I won't take you back.
It feels so good to finally be done.

Whats love got to do with it?

Today I spent most of the morning looking at online dating/escort services b/c of this NYT article my friend sent me. Basically it comes down to be a "sugar baby" orrrr marry a millionaire?!?!

$5,000-10,000/month just to chill with an old man?! I'm seriously considering it for the next year of my life....

.... and clearly I'm not the only one seeking a new mate. True love, like chivalry, is dissolving in the hands of an emerging alternative culture. Get over it and get online. ;-)

Lindsay Lohan's eHarmony Profile from Lindsay Lohan

mydreamsdrivemeCRAZY

Lost.and.Found

I'm standing at the deep end of my life right now looking...down... back... forward... and I can't help but wonder "is this life?" Getting yourself into situations that don't come with a simple manual and knowing that no matter how long you think about your next move, its probably going to be the wrong one to someone?!